Art? My skills are not even average. I can't even find any artist reference for my oart painting. I can't paint/draw exceptionally well, neither can i do pottery like others.

Sports? My basketball skills suck and all i can do is pointless jogging. wtf

Academics? I'm the most screwed in this. i have so much doubts about my ability i feel like giving up the moment i start studying. Amath, and all.

seriously i felt like i have wondered and float around like a aimless feather for the past few years in my secondary school. i have not focused my time on anything. It's always 三分钟热度. Looking at how established others are in their own area i feel like trash. Some are awesome in things dancing, some are doing well in their studies, and for me, i'm a bit of everything. Which is not a good thing. I can't find a thing in life that i'm REALLY very good at. omfg

Self-esteemed plummeted so badly and i feel like crying .____.