Trashed and Scattered.




posted : Tuesday, April 13, 2010
title : 心里话。
2009..why pass away so fast.
Everything seems so different now.
All the friendships, feelings, all seems to vanish into thin air.
Some people said i have changed.
Did i? How did i change?
And i don't think i'm the only one who did..
Suddenly after the school holidays, you begun behaving coldly.
I really dk what to do. and how to react.

We used to hang out often, after schools, during the holidays.
Go to Escape, Movies, Bowling outings.
Ke shi wei she me wo men hui tu ran zhe yang?

Every morning before i go to school, i will think to myself to be happy.
I tell myself to be cheerful, like how i did IN THE PAST
But i realised i'm still not cheerful. Maybe not enough.
Am i that happy last year?
Why am i that happy?
I'm confused.

Lao pa bu ming bai...