Damn it.
I just realise my already-screwed up life is screwing up more.
Repeating my zombie life routine again and again everyday.
What the hell is my goal-in-life man.
i seems to be rotting away bit by bit.

My studies is not improving at all.
I only have one A1 and the rest are all nehbaos.
And now because the cts are over, i feel like the EOYs are over. -.-
Don't feel like working hard yeah.
But the mid year is just two months away.
Whenever i look at my classmates i feel so left behind.

I'm getting fed up with my family nowadays.
I get annoyed easily, and always look at the bad things about them.
...
Is there any good ones anyway.
To begin with, my mom always return home late, about 7.20pm and later.
Which also explains why our dinners are always eaten late.
Seems to me that all she cares is her buddist lessons and work.
Whatever about her rise in pay and gains.
My brother would go to the computer everyday after school.
And would only leave that place when it's time to sleep.
Pshh, who cares.
My sister acts like a queen in the house.
And would sulk and gl people whenever she's unhappy with something.
Urghhhhh.

I hate this.
I want to change.
i have to.